Soyayya, ba za ta daina ba

Kai kaɗai ne a gare ni a cikin wannan duniyar mai yawan gaske.

Na haɗu da mijina a shekara ta 1996. A lokacin, ta wurin gabatar da wani abokina, an shirya kwanar makaho a gidan ɗan’uwana.Na tuna lokacin da ake zuba ruwa ga mai gabatarwa, kuma kofin da gangan ya faɗi ƙasa.Abin mamaki shine gilashin bai karye ba kuma ruwan bai zube ko digo ba.Surukata ta ce da farin ciki: “Kyakkyawan alama!Dole ne wannan auren ya kasance mai kyau, kuma ku biyu tabbas za ku yi shi!” Bayan jin haka sai muka dan ji kunya, amma an dasa zuriyar soyayya a cikin zukatan juna.

"Wasu mutane sun ce soyayya ita ce kadaici shekaru dari, har sai kun hadu da mutumin da zai kare ku ba tare da wata damuwa ba, kuma a lokacin kadaici yana da hanyar dawowa."Ni ne babba a cikin iyalina.Ban da yawancin kuɗin da nake samu na sayar da tufafi, ina so in yi tanadin kuɗin da ake kashewa na tara ’yan’uwana biyu don su je jami’a.
Lokacin da mijina Qi yake aiki a filin mai na Songyuan, yakan huta kowane rabin wata.Da muka sake haduwa, Qi ya ba ni littafin wucewar albashinsa.A lokacin, na tabbata cewa ban zaɓi mutumin da bai dace ba.Aure shi yasa naji dadi.

Ba tare da soyayya sosai ba, an yi bikin aurenmu a ranar 20 ga Fabrairu, 1998.
A ranar 5 ga Yuli na shekara ta gaba, an haifi yaronmu na farko Nai Xuan.
Da yake mu biyun muna da ayyukan yi, dole ne mu dawo da danmu dan wata takwas zuwa karkara wajen kakarsa.Wani lokaci bayan rana mai yawan aiki, nakan yi kewar ’ya’yana idan na dawo gida da daddare, don haka sai in hau tasi in gudu da yamma, in kawo kayan ciye-ciye na foda na madara ina sauri.

Saboda rashin kyawun gida, dole ne mu yi lissafi don siyan gawayi, wani lokacin ma sai mu yanke itace mu dafa.A cikin lokaci mafi wahala, adadin abinci a cikin mako guda shine yanki na tofu.A kowace rana za a iya samun ɗimbin kayan lambu da ɗanyen gawayi, wanda shine bazarar mu.
An yi sanyi a lokacin sanyi, ni da ɗana muka tashi da ƙarfe huɗu na safe, sai mijina ya tashi ya kunna mana murhu.
Shekara ɗaya, lokacin da aka rushe bungalow ɗin haya cikin gaggawa, ni da ɗana muka ƙaura.
A lokacin, babu wayar salula, kuma Qi ba ya iya tuntuɓar shi a wurin aiki.Da ya koma gidansa, mun tafi.Mun yi ɗokin yin tambaya kafin mu sami labari daga mai ƙaramin kantin.
Qi a asirce ya rantse a zuciyarsa cewa zai ba mahaifiyarmu da mahaifiyata gidan nasu ko ta yaya!A halin da ake ciki, mun yi hayar rumbuna, bungalows da katako, kuma a ƙarshe muna da ƙaramin gida, kuma kantin sayar da tufafi ya girma daga kan kanti zuwa shaguna huɗu.
Wadancan kwanaki na zullumi sun zama abubuwan da ba za a manta da su ba a rayuwa.
Rayuwa kullum tana tare da farin ciki da bacin rai.
A ƴan shekaru da suka wuce, bincikena na jiki ya gano cewa ina fama da leiomyoma na mahaifa.Yawan haila da faɗuwar zafi a kuguna da ƙasan ciki ya ɗauke ni hankalina.
Likitan mata na yankin ya gaya mani cewa ana buƙatar tiyatar mahaifa domin a sami cikakkiyar magani ga leiomyoma.
Lokacin da muka koyi cewa HIFU ta high-mayar da hankali ba m duban dan tayi zai iya adana mahaifa kuma babu wani rauni a cikin aiki, mun ga bege sake.
Aikin darekta Chen Qian ya yi nasara sosai har muka garzaya zuwa garinsu washegari bayan mun huta.
Yanzu haila na ya ragu sosai, kuma alamun da nake da shi sun ragu sosai.
Godiya ga ƙungiyar Doctor Chen, na sami damar kiyaye mahaifa kuma na ci gaba da zama cikakkiyar mace.
Na gode likita.Na gode, ƙaunataccena, don kulawar ku da kamfani tsawon shekaru!


Lokacin aikawa: Maris 14-2023